Well, I haven't been on this in forever. Forgot I even had it until I tried to comment on something here. I realize my blog seems pretty depressing.
I don't want to come off as an emo bitch, but I wasn't the happiest person a year or two ago. I'm still not the happiest, but I've realized many things. Maybe I didn't really like those two girls, and I really just wanted to hang out with someone and be with someone other than my two usual friends who are assholes.
The 'friend' is still an ass, but also a moron. He acts as if he has a political standpoint on everything, and that he could solve everything with his own ideas. He's 16.
He talks as if he's some kind of 'revolutionary' with a cause and (quote, unquote) "..Just wants the best for people." Even though he hates anyone who's not atheist or vegetarian or vegan. He also hates Republicans. I might agree on some ideas of his to a point, but saying that he wants the best for people is just a joke. At least I can live with people and understand what they're thinking to a point. I might not always agree with them, but you can't get anywhere in life if you can't understand their ways of thinking. Reality will hit him like a fucking rock someday.
Other than that, not a whole lot has changed. I'm never really happy anymore, my emotions change hourly, it seems. Still haven't had a girlfriend, and I probably never will. But, oh well!
Someday I'm going to leave this state and everything in it behind and live my way. Maybe then I'll be happy?
